My mind meanders
It bounces from boulder to boulder,
Sometimes skipping around,
Sometimes eddying beside.
My mind weaves between my edges
Sometimes when they close in,
Rushing through the gap
Tumbling over itself.
Sometimes when they expand,
Drifting easily between
Taking time to look at the view.
My mind burbles and glistens
In the light that shines within and without.
From time to time
Momentary illumination.
Then reaches down and scatters
From the bottom,
The depths,
The detritus of thought.
Rolling the pieces over and over,
Carrying them along,
Revelling in the murk.
Until finally
As my mind lets go,
They drift back down
Settling once again.
We cavort
My mind and I.
Splitting into tributaries.
Broken and confused,
Springing from this to that.
We emerge
Into pools of peace.
Filling out,
Exhaling into the space,
Slowing,
Stilling.
Always flowing forward
Moving on
Searching
Seeking
Until my mind dashes,
Falling helplessly,
Flailing over itself,
Off a cliff
And into the sea.
A deep eternal sea.
Reaching beyond.
Beyond my edges,
Beyond my perception,
Beyond it all.
My mind sinks in,
Spreads out.
Understands it is the ocean
and a mere droplet.
In it and of it.
Diffuse and dreamlike
I let my mind go.
Freeing it.
Seeing it
Float away.
Expand,
Become part of the infinite.
Simultaneously,
That which is me, is in the sea.
Surrounded by everything my mind is
and is not.
Now the same.
I myself float,
Drifting on the buoyancy
I feel but do not yet find familiar
Supported
Sated
I stop
Stop seeking
Stop searching
I lie, eyes open, mind still
I breathe in
I breathe out,
And the sea
Breathes with me